And so I solemnly swear I’ll try to be a good friend.
I have been selfish.
But please don’t think I have been the worst kind of friend.
I really tried to be a good friend. But there are circumstances when my foul human needs get in the way. If you only knew that there are complications in my life that make me hang on the edge, when insanity has the more powerful gravitational pull. And these cause my inconsistency. But there is no way you can understand, and no I don’t ask you to do so.
And as much as a person who only wanted a family, it is I who need to understand.
And as a person who never had much, it is I who have to learn to give the little of what I have.
And sorry if Renard can be the worst brat in the world. But thank you for letting in to your lives that brat.
