I am a complex person.
I never wanted being alone, but I can’t even find myself in the crowd. I never seem to fit. I am scared of solitude, but where is tranquility in a sea of many familiar faces.
I see not much reasons to be happy. They say there are many reasons, but they all fall short of what I really wanted, which I don’t really know.
I want to escape, but to where? This is a lonely place, but where in this enigma can I see what I seek.
Tears are held back, but I see no reason for it to fall.
I don’t know what’s wrong. I can’t decipher what the insanity is about.
I can’t trust anyone, or maybe I never learned to trust. So many encouragements and I appreciate them all, but they are not what I look for.
I don’t know. I can’t even trust myself, maybe the most untrustworthy human I knew.
