Woah! I’m back bloggers.
This is an interesting topic for me. I confess it, I am a virgin with a very high libido. There! You caught me in the face. Maybe I do masturbate too much or maybe I just don’t know how many times others do.
Why is my stupid blog talking about this topic? I am turning 18 and I sometimes come to fathom about why. I may not be a handsome person but there are a lot of people there who are more hideous than I am who had a few shares of these experiences.
Premarital sex is a taboo thing especially here in conservative Philippines. And I just can’t imagine what my mom would do if she would be able to read this blog. But all the more, even all those restraints the oldies tried to do, a lot are still doing it. And it is all too normal for me. I am not saying though that it is okay. Just normal but not okay.
Whenever I cross the path of a handsome boy, my mind starts to formulate thoughts like, “Does he have a yummy f*ck buddy?” Or when I cross the path of sexy liberated women, “What does she look like when she f*cks?” Things like those.
Yeah, you may call me a sex freak but I never think things like that on my friends. That I swear. Except for a few times with those friends oozing with appeal or those who are too liberated (but I swear I never thought of those things with friends too dear to me).
Sex maybe too much of a word. Too much for my youthfulness. Too much for my innocent face. But I am a young healthy teener and I swear that I don’t have a corrupt mind that thinks of nothing but semen and climaxes. Nah-ah. Just a healthy young man’s mind working.
I may or may not experience that in the near future. But I won’t deny that I look forward with jitters and butterflies in my stomach. I am excited and scared! LOL.
oh. what a post.